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DeadDragonOfDarkness
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Location: New Jersey, United Kingdom Birthday: 6/14/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: I don't know... hobbiez... hmmm... really NOT my thing... unless i find one maybe.... but oh well for now
Expertise: if someone tells me i have one, i'll put it on here... but as of now...
Occupation: Other Industry: Other
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Member Since:
12/30/2002
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NEW XANGA!!!!
GO HERE FROM NOWON!!!!
www.xanga.com/krystal_black_roses
^NEW XANGA!!!!^ ADD ADD!!!
It's actually like this one, it's just that i'm tired of my old stuff now, so i need new! |
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| think i need a new xanga.. this one's so dead... i need some life!!! |
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well, anime club was awesome. I guess it hadda do with the fact that i got to know millions of more asians because the cool loser, jacky , was there. hehe, so i met ivan, ken, and some bulgarian child.. with a name unpronouncable... *spelling there...* and i guess i kinda met calvin... he goes to CS.. so yeah.. it's cool, we just talked about chinese new year and our zodiac signs, and yadda yadda, and we watched soyugi. hehe, that guy looks kinda cute.. HEHHEHEE.. cute 2D boys.. Lol >_<;;
well there's this data match thing going on in the school, seems funky, but i guess it's alright...
more later!!!
and i
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“Someday”
How the hell we wind up like this? Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables
I wished you'd unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this Don't think its too late
Nothing’s wrong Just as long as you Know that someday I will
Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when
Well I hope that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothings wrong Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when
[guitar solo]
How the hell we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothings wrong Just as long as you Know that someday I will
Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, Somehow I'm gonna make it alright but not right now I know your wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know your wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know your wondering when
Alrighty...
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went to chinese school, had lunch at china bowl, and came home and folded cranes outta those red envelopes(you know the chinese new year ones that you get money in) and they look pretty cute! (i know i'm so skileld!! >_<;; hehe) then me and daddy went to get kenny's birthday cake and the food, and we came back and had kenny's birthday party!!! (Kenny's my lil bro. and his birthday is actually 22nd.. but we can't have a party then, it's a thursday) and so, there was the kareoke(how do you spell that?O_o;;) thing going on, and they all sang in vietnamese language ( funny i knew the songs but didn't know what they meant except when they were talking about food >_O;;) okay, so albert played chess with eric and he won (aww.. poor eric...Lol >_<;; ) so i played with Brian and I would have won if eric hadn't come along telling him moves.. well, albert too.. that wasn't fair.. it was like 3 juniors against lil poor me.. O_O;; hehe. so came on the come, played flashflashrevolution, was so funny we helped albert boost up his game because each of us grabbed a button and apparently helped him win all the possible games. There was this motorcross game eric and brian played later on that was cool.. so we sang happy birthday to kenny and the candle was too heavy for the cake and me and my dad were taking pictures and we saw the candle fall as we were taking them so. yeah it was funny >_<;; hehe and kenny kept licking the icing off the cake and so i took a few pictures at cake level of kenny licking the icing (aww. it looked soooo cute! >_o;;) so back to the computer, i went and played my harry potter game, (was fun except for the challenges.. but i guess it helped me with a lotta stuff (got good house points!!!) . That's basically all that i did until like.. 11:23 pm.. so i took a shower and went sleepie.(zizzle)
IT"S SNOWING!!!!!!!!
okay, so i'm here now and i finished creative writing project! W00T!!! .. now time to hit harry potter again..must.. win..more..house..points.....::drool::
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| Invisible- Clay Aiken
Whatcha' doin' tonight I wish I could be a fly on your wall Are you really alone Still in your dreams Why can't I bring you into my life What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I could just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait...I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd I called out your name You don't hear a sound I keep tracing your steps Each move that you make Wish I could read what goes through your mind Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I can just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait...I already am)
I reach out But you don't even see me Even when I'm scream out Baby, you don't hear me I am nothing without you Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
---My Day---
snow day today. not much to really do, so i helped my mommy shovel the snow outside, made a bit o' lunch, (soup ) did my physics project which is now done, did my G&E H project, which is also done now, and I only have the Creative Writing thing left, but it's due later on, but still, i could work on that memoir i have. I could also work on freshman project, but i guess i'm just lazy. Finding Nemo was yet again on t.v. we played it twice actually. (now that's just sad...) Melissa called last night and her aunt passed away. She was crying on the phone for a bit, but then i steered it off topic and i ended up making her laugh for so many times afterwards. hehe I'm so proud of myself. I thank my randomness, and the experiences that i've had with death. (how pathetic?) But thank so much that she's alright again. She didn't even need to call her boyfriend! W00T! She called me first and was fine afterwards, so she just went snoozie after our talk on the phone. Thanks to all the stuff that's happened to me in the past, I guess I was able to make her laugh as much as i did last night. I'll be praying for her safe trip to and back from the funeral next week. (chicago, i think ) And my Janeynezz called this morning. Said that Damen sent me another dedication of fuse(or is it fuze?) tv. Someday from Nickelback. and said that well.. Jane can tell you what it said. something like ' Even if we can't be together, I'll still love you' or something of that.. I'd better ask jane... -Screams for Jane- It was so sweet.. ah.. i guess that i'm just tweaked. .. Hated how she brought him up, it made me listen to ''someday'' the whole day ( which was while i was on the comp doing my projects)but i guess that's good. At least he still remembers me. and i also listened to clay aiken, but that's not the point. I guess that It's true that I can't forget happy things from the past, but it's all good. Cuz well.. I hate to admit, but it made me cry ( happily mind you) that he still remembers me. I thought he forgot with all those girls around him. But thanks for telling me Jane. Much appreciated.
Not much left to say. I'm just going to go and think and rethink what i though and rethink that again to make sure that i don't trick myself into thinking the wrong thing. (it's a bit confusing, but i understand what i wrote. That's all that really matters. I just type here for my own needs. hehe.(i'm so selfish) xp) .
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©yesterday--flute choir--- fun, exciting
today--g&e--boring, --physics---boring,--geometry--was prepared to sleep, was so boring, lunch--yet again boring, even though it was lunch--, band--very deathly boring.--signed online for a while, and chatted for, 12 minutes?... oh well, i actually talked to people--checked e-mail--got only xanga crap-- and prayer requests which i'll put into mind, but other than that, nothing else, practiced flute nonstop for .. iuno how long, but it was long, i know how to play them memorized now basically, and worked on flute choir junk, and apparently, nemo's on the tv in the family room right now, while i type away on this hunka junk. oh yeah, i installed harry potter and the chamber of secrets pc game on my comp finally, after.. a year i think, yeah, i got it last year as a christmas present, but i never installed it, cuz i busted my old comp by installing it there, so i didn't install until now, i mean hey, i don't really use the comp anymore....
also... i wanted to say that as much as i seem like i wouldn't give a crap about anyone, or as much as i seem selfish, and as much as i seem so horrible, i do happen to look back on things and wonder why i did that, and why i didn't act nicer. (this usually happens at night when nothing but my day envelopes my mind, basically shrouding me in the midst of a mist of dreams and 'what if's and 'why didn't i's.
like everything i do, i examine it and wonder why i didn't do anything else... it just annoys me so much, i'm not having that thing called obsessive compulsive disorder, and i'm not suicidal, so why i'm thinking and acting like how i am, i don't know...
i am who i am, and who i choose to be, and like me for who i am
there's these 2 lists on the back of the closet door in my house, and one is 150 things you can do to show a child you appreciate them.. i counted, only 5 happen at least 6 times a year. sad. that's about what?.. 3.333333%?.. yeah i think so... and there's htis list for things to say to a child to encourage them or something of that kind, let me tell you the list is 101, and i barely got 7. much appreciated...
why do i want to live in the past so much.. i try to forget the present, and pretend there is no future, i just hide myself in the past, and that's basically impossible, but that's how i want it to be, and if i could make my own imaginary world that i could actually live in, there'd be so much no one would understand. i only wish that everyone can/could.
I be out now, there's not much i can say to be understood, but too much that i want to talk about that no one would understand, and since no one really checks here anymore like my profile(when i was online 24/7) and all.. i guess i'll be out. If only things werent' the way the were, but that wouldn't make me appreciate the small things in life. like there was this stranger who smiled at me while i was walking at the mall, for some reason, that just made me so happy. and i wonder why people don't do that more often.
Why don't people appreciate the little things more often?... we need plasma screen tv's.. digital camera's.. spyder mitsubishi eclipses, $1,000,000.00 fur coats, all that stuff, when we could just be happy with what we have....why?.. why does everything we do need money?.. to get somewhere, you need gasoline, to talk on the phone, you pay, use water, to turn on the light, to turn on a fire for your stove, to boil some water, to use a road, ot even something as simple as coming on the computer... you need to pay bills after bills for stuff.... money is everything now, so why don't you people just shut up and live without money, money isn't really what matters.. is it?.. no... not for me at least... if i could have one thing, one thing in the world, i'd be the most happiest person alive. and to be honest, even with al the downs in my life, i'd be the happiest because if that one thing i wanted were to come true, then i would be happy.
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